Hey that's alright

Life goes on even after a disappointment. what can you do when your hopes turn on you? keep on keepin' on. life is just one disappointment after another, you have to keep your chin up and continue with life. Nothing always works out the way you want it to, even after you think you have it in your hands. Quitting is an option but it's all a game of cards. persist with what you think your luck will bring you, even after there isn't anything left to gamble.

Sometimes i want to quit. i can't keep going like this. i can't go on with the recurring dismay. but i guess i will. i like the hurt. there's a comfort in being sad. i want to quit and start a new life, a different life. but i can't. i'll simply keep going, one disappointment after another. Buddha said life is suffering. there is suffering because of attachment.

i guess we're just gonna have to be neutral with every relation in order to continue this life and make something of it.

Hai! Order understood.

I noticed this is another blog that has "disappointment" as the subject. it's a little disconcerting... but imagine how much i haven't written. right now there's really not much to live for. i don't care about a lot... i think about suicide a lot. i haven't considered it in a while. i just want someone warm to hug. someone there for me.