find her but don't look for her

So.

I miss emily. But i don't miss Her. I miss the thought OF her. I'm not supposed to be looking for emily. I'm supposed to be looking for her that is like me. I feel like all I do is look for her, but i shouldn't. She will just appear in my life when i least expect it. I miss loving and being loved. She is going to be like me, she'll love me for me and i'll love her for her. She won't be emily, but she'll me my love.